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right now i'm supposed to be doing art, seeing as i'm quite behind on it and i need to get it all done before my exam module. but i have no motivation or inspiration to give me the drive to do it. i love art- i'm not amazing at it but i still enjoy it and i hunt for artists as if i were hunting for music on myspace. i love a lot of artists and they've given me my own 'style', but right now i just feel like i'm in a rut when it comes to art. alex pardee is by far my favourite artist, along with jeff soto and banksy and i guess the thought of me thinking 'i really want to be able to do paint like that' drives me to do it. i've been feeling as if i cant be bothered to do anything lately and if i get behind on art i'm never going to pick it up again. when i'm not in the mood to do something it always turns out rubbish, so i've been putting it off untill i've felt i should give it a go- it's just never come around. perhaps i should just do it over the christmas holidays and aviod detentions.

pictures: something from my sketchbook. its in colour because it looks rubbish in black & white