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i woke up this morning thinking it was fairly early, maybe eight or nine in the morning (i dont usually drag myself out of bed before half ten in the holidays unless i have something to get up for) so i tried to go back to sleep but couldn't. rolled over, looked at the clock, five past eleven. i had the house to myself for about half an hour, i thought it would be the whole day because dad was at work, jamie was out and reece and mum had gone to the cinema. dad came home from work earlier than i thought. so i was pretty annoyed at that because i wanted to have a pyjama day and watch movies in the living room and play loud music. but i've been in my room for most of the day. it really needs a clean. i sorted it out today but now there's dust everywhere. i usually have this freak-extreme clean in my room before christmas. i don't know why, i can't fight it off. it's like a stain on the tea towel of the christmas holidays that i can't remove. my room is contantly tidy since i got my new wardrobe. theres never a mess on the floor, untidy shelves or an unmade bed. it looks a lot bigger actually. today its been especially cold. it probably doesnt help that i have shorts and leggins on, but i have a jumper and slippers on so don't judge me. it looks nice outside though, neighbours christmas lights and lampposts are on, water droplets on my window, shillouetes of trees and houses and a wierd shade of dark blue sky. it might be cold, but christmas is round the corner and it looks pretty, so i'm not too bothered.