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people usually find it hard to believe when they find out i don't have a passport or have never been abroad. but to be honest, going abroad doesn't bother me that much. sure, one day i would like to do it and visit some nice places, but right now i don't see it as something i 100% totally have to do. i would like to just go and visit some beautiful places like calm, deserted forests with my friends, or pebbled beaches at sunset and things like that, then when i'm older go to the great wall of china, times square and thiland. I would love to visit somewhere like prague one day, or get the currage to go scuba diving to see the fish, or take a hot air balloon ride. my gran and auntie have visited prague before and they said it was amazing and they would definatly go again, going by the pictures, i would think the same. but what i dont understand is that the places i want to visit at connected to my fears. i want to visit a deserted forest but i'm terrified of open spaces, i would like to go scuba diving but im terrified of deep water and the sea or just being out of my depth and i 100% totally have to go in a hot air balloon, yet i'm petrified of heights more than anything. i suppose i'll have to think and get my head round my fears and why it's all connected up. places that are more popular like france or turkey don't really appeal to me much, i don't know why, maybe because i've 'heard it all before' and would like a new experience or hear about a different place. i'd like to visit places people dont really know much about like Finland or Sweeden just to learn a bit about the places.

picture: prague