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school is nearing and i don't want to go back. i'll miss going to sleep at ridiculous hours in the morning and getting up at silly hours in the afternoon and just relaxing, taking it easy. tomorrow back at school, the teachers are going to try and reinforce the rules of 'ties and top buttons up' and get all strict again for about a month and then it'll relax a little. subject teachers will be hassling you for coursework and after school revision classes and handing out exam time tables. i don't want to see all that again.
when i go back i have a geography exam retake soon after. it's worth thirt percent of my final grade so its quite important and i got a 'c' last time, so i thought i would retake seeing as you keep the highest grade you get so i have nothing to lose. so i'll be studying a booklet filled with information i'll forget as soon as i walk out of the exam doors.
i've got a science exam pretty soon too. science is the only subject i'm worried about because it's the only lesson i'm faling or nearly failing at; i'm getting 'd' and 'c' grades and i need to get atleast a 'c' at gcse to even be considered for a teaching training course at the university i really want to get into. i'm not taking it for a level so i only need to concentrate on gcse level but i'm so scared im going to fail. last year i took it easy and got through with some d's, a couple of c's and one b. i've been listening so much more this year and i got a 'b' in my mock, so i'm hoping i'll be fine in the exam. it's only a module one, so it's not the big one at the end but i still need to do well.
it's only a four day week this week because it's a bank holiday today, so thats why we have the day off. so four days and then the weekend is back. i might go out friday night, i'll see what other people are doing.
i've been at my aunties house most of the day today doing some child development coursework because i hate my teacher and she'll probably rip my head off if i present my folder to her with no new work in it. i've tried to do some art today too but only managed to get one page done and it isnt even drawing. it's just my statement of intent and artist link statement. i have both lessons tomorrow.
atleast now i can let my rountine find itself again and get back into it instead of everything being all over the place and me not knowing whats going on.