___________________________________________

i've written about twentey opening sentances to blogs of different topics and deleted them all because i didn't think it was a very good topic. i've been feeling like this a lot lately, like i wish i could just delete some parts of real life.
the atmosphere on facebook is so different to school and it's starting to irritate me.
the status' are almost comstantly negitive and when they are, people comment on them saying to cheer up and it all spirals into an argument. i even find myself telling people to cheer up when i'm not exactly happy and grinning myself.
i don't know what's come over everybody lately, it's all so awkward. i wish i could just stand on a table, shout in everybodys faces and make them all get on and be friends.
okay, so it might not be as awful as i'm making it sound but it could potentially turn out like that. i just wish everyone viewed life like forrest gump, everyone would be so much happier and suprises would be nice.
everyone is pesimistic and 'the glass is half full' and i admit, i am aswell. we all need to look at ourselves, think about how pathetic it all is and get on with life instead of having pathetic internet arguments when we are nearing college.

"forrest gump: and cause i was a gazillionaire, and i liked doin it so much, i cut that grass for free" if we lived by this, the world would be a nicer place.